You have a right to be angry, and pissy and think it's unfair. That has nothing to do with your beliefs or your fam's and everything to do w how much you loved your aunt and how horrible & terrible a disease cancer is. But you already know that.

So be mad. And if you can find someplace to scream bloody murder, scream away. I know you don't believe in God & haven't in a long time, but I am praying for you (can't hurt, right). Do you have anyone in your fam that you can commiserate with? Someone who feels with you? If nothing else, we're here. It's not the same as being *there* to help you break a few things, but we can destroy personal property in our states in your honor.